Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Cold sweats?

Wow. I have not slept worth a hoot in over a month. Most nights I don't sleep more than an hour at a time. Last night I was freezing for most of the night yet I wake up sweaty. I have heard of cold sweats before but never had them, I don't think. Not sure at all what my problem is or where it came from. Just kinda tired of this. Started sleeping on the couch so I don't keep my wife up all night.
This really sucks.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

self therapy

Why did I wait so long to run? I ask myself this as I find renewed interest in school, and life in general following my run tonight. In a fit of rage I took off out the door tonight to let loose some steam in the only real way I can without spending money getting drunk or getting into fights, both of which are not good for you in the long run. I ran through a fairly used trail here in town that is right around 3.25 to 3.5 miles. I by no means set a land speed record or even did a PR. If anything it was pitiful and poor performance for a marine.  However, I have ambition to continue running as it does seem to provide the only means to calm and clear my head so that I may focus on tasks at hand, like school work. The hardest part will be getting out of bed to accomplish this desire. I do think it will get easier later down the road after I have worked up my energy level again. I have dreams of snatching the dog this morning and dashing around the block, just so we both get some exercise. I guess if I'm going to do this I better go to sleep though since it is 1:16 in the morning for me. BTYL

Saturday, November 3, 2012

Just a thought.

Standing in Kmart line (note the singular use) it occurred to me that Kmart might have more business if there were more than one checkout line. Then, as if that isn't enough they have a very strict coupon policy and of course I'm behind the lady that will question every transaction. Umm. Ya ten more minutes of standing in line and one couple dumping their cart to leave they finally call for another cashier (again note the singular use). *sigh* to lazy to go to WalMart...Yup....still going to bitch about the wait....Yup. had the wait been longer than me looking for my items I would have left.
Meds help, my counselor would be pleased with my self control.
Sorry Joe, I was right next door and unwilling to make the drive to your store. Thinking that was a mistake though, just so you know.